Re-born, Birth, or Death????

birth or death? there was a birth, certainly
we had evidence and no doubt. i had seen birth and death
but had thought they were different; this birth was hard and bitter agony for us...

before me floats and image, mad or shade
shade more than man, more image than shade
for hades' bobbin bound in mummy-cloth
may unwind the winding path
i call it death-in-life and life-in death.....

reborn? perhaps...birth...i was born and i live as i never live before..
death? i'm dead for so many times..and ackwardly...it is what's happened to me recently...

so again..thanks to 'u' who taught me how to 'live'...much appreciated!!!
..and now..as i open my door..i see...i am REBORN.......