*she has reached the saturation point...*

PERHAPS

Perhaps perfection seems to bold
a world here to apply
for once love penetrates the heart
it spreads to cloud the eye

Still we in blindness take a chance
and gladly join in cupid's dance
for every joyful heart has shown
perfection dwells in love alone

**as i was told...good luck!!!!!!!!**

WHY

(during lunch time)

Taylah: T, where are your children?

Me: I don't have any

Taylah: Why? Did you leave them at home?

Me: No, I don't have any children yet. I have you all here

Taylah: Why? You should have one. Why?

Bingung kan bagaimana menjelaskannya?

kadang memang menjelaskan sesuatu ke anak" itu jauh lebih complicated dibandingkan ke orang dewasa. Butuh waktu dan kesabaran? itu pasti..tapi yang lebih susahnya itu adalah menjelaskan teori dasarnya dan apa yang membuat sesuatu terjadi dengan bahasa anak" dan masuk dalam pola pikir mereka...tidak sesimple apa yang ada dalam konsep pikiran kita

seperti presentasi literacy saya semester ini, saya harus menjelaskan mengenai literacy in early childhood. presentasinya di depan teman" sekelas dan lecturer, tetapi dengan konsep presentasi buat anak".

sejak awal memang sudah diingatkan untuk selalu berpikir bahwa apa yang akan dipresentasikan ini diumpamakan adalah seperti mengajar di dalam kelas. untuk level kelas tertentu, bahasanya mesti bagaimana, mesti menyiapkan back up dan bahan di kelas, apa yang harus disiapkan dan segala macamnya. saya mesti weaving atau berjalan dan melihat apa yang dapat dibantu. sementara yang ada di depan mata saat itu berkebalikan dengan apa yang harus saya lakukan...

dan...memang..susah sekali untuk bisa adjust dan mengibaratkan bahwa ini adalah simulasi mengajar di kemudian hari. sementara saya berbicara di depan teman" sebaya, dan pada saat yang sama harus mengibaratkan bahwa saya sedang menghadapi anak".

it went quite well. walaupun saya kembali diingatkan untuk menjaga intonasi bicara karena terlalu cepaaat. apalagi nanti kalau saya berbicara dan menjelaskan untuk anak" *penyakit menahun kalau yang ini mah*

well....practise makes perfect anyway :P

Falling

maybe some of you know this question:

"How do you feel when you wake up without having someone to think about?"

some say...
bagai makan sayur tanpa garam, tin

atau...
kayak disuruh jalan mundur satu kaki tanpa boleh nengok

atau juga....
unbalanced

kosong...something missing....

hehehe..sampai sekarang saya belum bisa menjawab dengan kata" yang tepat ...

*from one of the scene in city of angels*

Seth 'plate' fell from the building......

and he was bleeding...but..he was happy :P because he is HUMAN now..he can feel anything...blood, touch, love :)

he rushed to the hospital...and tried to find the doctor *i forgot her name...played by Meg Ryan for sure*

and when other doctor asked him..what's wrong with him?
he replied: " I fell"

the doctor asked again: " fell?"

he then smiled and stated.." yes..I fell ...in love"

sweet... ^_^

FAREWELL

I have three farewell this week.what a sad moment :(

First,
I need to say 'good bye' to my ..best friend..no one's mistake..it is not what we want but maybe this is the best decision...for the better us, perhaps? wish you all the best of luck and happiness....and thank you for everything. there's none we can do now...
(kecoak udah byk nyusahin kayaknya deh..maapin yach...)

Second,
I need to say good bye to my fellow in bright start. thanks for the wonderful time, memories..experiences...and support...we'll meet again for sure ^_^ ..one of these days...i'm gonna miss you badly!!!!

Third,
Good bye for Lisa who has been really kind and patient to set up everything every week :P...don't know who will replace you then :P
guess we need to stand on our own foot now ^_^..have a wonderful time in cairns..

like i said before...good bye sometimes can be really sad and frustating..sometimes can be so memorable...

it's classic..but? we never know what we've been through until we realise that upps...it will be our last time....

so? cherish the time we had..