g di bandung ne.....seneng yach udah lama ga balik bdg ee hari ini bisa jg blk...i was supposed to be back yesterday, but i have to go to my friend's wedding party. temen sma g seh, makanya...excited jg soale pada janjian mo pada dtg. kangen jg ama temen2 lama....
senangnya...bisa ketemu temen2 sma lagi...kalo orang bilang masa sma itu masa paling indah..mungkin ada benernya, compare ama skrg? beda bgt!!!! Lebih byk yg kudu dipikirin abisnya…bener kan?
n semalem itu...qta ngobrol2 n cerita2, ternyata banyak cerita yg udah berubah.......contoh kecil aja : temen g yg nikah kemaren ini...gile qta semua ga nyangka bgt, soale dulu dia beda bgt ama skrg, malah qta2 nyangkain dia bakalan lama baru bisa nikah....ternyata??? mana ada yg nyangka dia nikah cpt begini? terus...soal kerjaan, dari semua yg ketemu kemaren itu, ga ada satupun yg sama kerjaannya…gile kan? everyone has their own world, ada yg jd dokter gigilah, dokter umum yg mo ngambil internist, sipil, ahli kimia, guru, psikolog, accountant, banyak dah macem2...n same thing goes to me =) …….mereka pada ga percaya g skrg jd guru yg ngajar anak2 kecil...which is ga keliatan bgt dari dulu kalo g bakalan ke jalan ini. who knows kan? SO?? apa yg keliatan dulu bukan guarantee kalo ke depan2nya bakal sama…eniwei...it was nice seeing old friends after such a long time :)
however..skrg emang udah beda bgt keadaannya…semua harus lebih dilakukan dengan kerja keras….wah berasa bgt deh…coz future’s in your hand, guys!
Monday, February 23, 2004
Friday, February 20, 2004
Semalem g nonton konsernya Brian Mcknight....what a romantic concert and songs =) lumayan jg tuh desek2an nya...biasa deh yg affordable festival class sih...yg laen mahal euy.. tp mnrt g..enakan di festival kok, soale? 'lebih berasa' nonton dibanding ama kelas laen
Eniwei... konsernya bagus lho ;) gile semua keluar dgn tampang puas n bener bgt?sesuai ama lagunya yg pada mellow..so... yg dateng kebanyakan jg pasangan gitu..qta aja yg beramai2 nonton nya hahaha..alhasil...abis konser suaraku abiiiiiiiiisss...however....that was a nice and romantic concert!!!!!!!!!! Wlp pake acara telat kira" 45mins
and..ada bbrp hal lagi yg g pelajari dari konser semalem :
1. dari sisi brian mcknight ndiri.....dia low profile bgt n komunikatif bgt..n performance dia oks bgt (kalo kata iklan) jd tiap mo nyanyi, dia kyk kasih prologue dulu gitu?bagus deh pokoknya..
2. jam karet itu ternyata berlaku di mana" yach? Buktinya konsernya telat ampir mo sejam lho
3. persiapan itu emang penting bgt?soale di tengah2 konser si Brian keliatan agak sedikit bt soale sound system nya n mic nya rada error gitu...kacau deh :( Penonton udah keliatan gelisah tea. Mungkin juga gagara event organizer yg jd promoter ini jg masih baru yach? Practise makes perfect ya ga?
4. and tau ga? kata brian (sok akrab bgt g) "this is one of the best concert I've ever had" soale respons penonton emang ok bgt buat dia semalem...
5. katanya krisis..tp tiket yg dijual dgn harga mayan semalem buktinya laku jg ?soale..penuh lho ampe ke kelas vip nya.........gileee??
6. masih aja ada calo n juga tukang parkir yg masang harga parkir selangit...masa semalem g mesti bayar parkir 20rb? ckckckck.....
7. perilaku penonton semalem mayan sopan lho, mungkin konsernya jg konser romantis yach?
Ini salah dua dari byk lagu brian mcknight yg jd fav g ..sbnrnya sih ampir semua lagu dia g suka?kalo kata org g emang suka lagu mellow.......
Crazy Love (1995)
I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heavens open up every time she smiles
And when I come home to her that's where I belong
Yet I'm running to her like a river's song
she gives me love love love love crazy love
she gives me love love love love crazy love...
She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down
And when I come home to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my troubles, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief.
She's got love love love love crazy love
Yes I need her in the daytime
Yes I need her in the night
I want to throw my arms around her
To kiss her, hug her, kiss her, hug her tight
And when I'm returning from so far away
She gives me such sweet lovin' brightens up my day
And makes me righteuos and makes me whole
And it makes me mellow down to my soul
Still In love (1995)
I think I must be dreaming
That you are here with me
Must have died and gone to heaven
And it's all that I hoped it would be
When the eagles forget how to fly
When it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
live to be around you
You take my breath away
Can't help but talk about you
Every night and day
When eagles forget how to fly
And it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
All I need is you
Need you just to hold me, console me
Over and over.......I love you
When the eagles forget how to fly
And it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
Still in love with you
Dalem bgt kan artinya??? Gimana ga lumer hati cw2 kalo dinyanyiin gitu ama brian??? so guys...kalo mo 'ngebuat hati cw" jatuh...coba nyanyiin lagu"nya brian mcknight kali yach....
eniwei...buat semua....dari lagu"nya dia...yg kalian suka yg mana??? wanna share with me??? =)
Eniwei... konsernya bagus lho ;) gile semua keluar dgn tampang puas n bener bgt?sesuai ama lagunya yg pada mellow..so... yg dateng kebanyakan jg pasangan gitu..qta aja yg beramai2 nonton nya hahaha..alhasil...abis konser suaraku abiiiiiiiiisss...however....that was a nice and romantic concert!!!!!!!!!! Wlp pake acara telat kira" 45mins
and..ada bbrp hal lagi yg g pelajari dari konser semalem :
1. dari sisi brian mcknight ndiri.....dia low profile bgt n komunikatif bgt..n performance dia oks bgt (kalo kata iklan) jd tiap mo nyanyi, dia kyk kasih prologue dulu gitu?bagus deh pokoknya..
2. jam karet itu ternyata berlaku di mana" yach? Buktinya konsernya telat ampir mo sejam lho
3. persiapan itu emang penting bgt?soale di tengah2 konser si Brian keliatan agak sedikit bt soale sound system nya n mic nya rada error gitu...kacau deh :( Penonton udah keliatan gelisah tea. Mungkin juga gagara event organizer yg jd promoter ini jg masih baru yach? Practise makes perfect ya ga?
4. and tau ga? kata brian (sok akrab bgt g) "this is one of the best concert I've ever had" soale respons penonton emang ok bgt buat dia semalem...
5. katanya krisis..tp tiket yg dijual dgn harga mayan semalem buktinya laku jg ?soale..penuh lho ampe ke kelas vip nya.........gileee??
6. masih aja ada calo n juga tukang parkir yg masang harga parkir selangit...masa semalem g mesti bayar parkir 20rb? ckckckck.....
7. perilaku penonton semalem mayan sopan lho, mungkin konsernya jg konser romantis yach?
Ini salah dua dari byk lagu brian mcknight yg jd fav g ..sbnrnya sih ampir semua lagu dia g suka?kalo kata org g emang suka lagu mellow.......
Crazy Love (1995)
I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heavens open up every time she smiles
And when I come home to her that's where I belong
Yet I'm running to her like a river's song
she gives me love love love love crazy love
she gives me love love love love crazy love...
She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down
And when I come home to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my troubles, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief.
She's got love love love love crazy love
Yes I need her in the daytime
Yes I need her in the night
I want to throw my arms around her
To kiss her, hug her, kiss her, hug her tight
And when I'm returning from so far away
She gives me such sweet lovin' brightens up my day
And makes me righteuos and makes me whole
And it makes me mellow down to my soul
Still In love (1995)
I think I must be dreaming
That you are here with me
Must have died and gone to heaven
And it's all that I hoped it would be
When the eagles forget how to fly
When it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
live to be around you
You take my breath away
Can't help but talk about you
Every night and day
When eagles forget how to fly
And it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
All I need is you
Need you just to hold me, console me
Over and over.......I love you
When the eagles forget how to fly
And it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
Still in love with you
Dalem bgt kan artinya??? Gimana ga lumer hati cw2 kalo dinyanyiin gitu ama brian??? so guys...kalo mo 'ngebuat hati cw" jatuh...coba nyanyiin lagu"nya brian mcknight kali yach....
eniwei...buat semua....dari lagu"nya dia...yg kalian suka yg mana??? wanna share with me??? =)
Monday, February 16, 2004
hoaaaaaaaaaam………………………..
masih ngantuk...masih capek.....masih ga pgn kerja lagee......biasa..I don't like Monday syndrome =)
eniwei….how was your valentine,guys? hope it was nice...
mine? quite nice ;) wlp pake acara antri2 dulu...but...ok lah hehehehe....n yg ada di sana asli cuma ngeliatin orang2 yg sibuk ngantri :) dasar bgt kan…and that’s how my valentine’s day gone…roses, chocolate, cookies? Ckckckck…what a day....
Kemaren…g seharian ngubek2 nyari dvd..n finally dapet..senengnya…nambah deh koleksi g…n asli that was my 1st time ke sono…gile…bener2 deh…wlp pada dasarnya g ga setuju ama piracy..tp kemaren? Gile deh…brg2 pirated semua yg ada. Pdhl jelas2 udah ada pamphlet, n spanduk ga boleh jual barang2 begituan..tetep wae..orang2 udah ga peduli n malah persis di dpnnya gitu jualan coba...…gile..mpe g mikir..ini udah ekstrim beraaaaaaaaaaaat……n lucunya..(beginilah Indonesia hiks!!!), malah petugas keamanan n polisi nya jg lagi milih2 di sono.. (katanya mereka petugas hukum yg mo memberantas, y ga??) bener2 ancur kan?…duhh….mo diapain ne negara?
Kalo mo dipikir2…emang kondisi negara kita yg bikin mereka jd gini..especially after the krisis ekonomi...taelaaaaaaaaaa...mereka?? mo makan aja susah…jd ya ga ada cara laen lagi selaen jualan beginian..yg notabene laku n nguntungin semua…baek dari supplier, distributor, penjual mpe konsumennya…abis kalo mo beli yg original ga bisa dunk? Not affordable buat masyarakat kita..abis harganya jg ga mikir sih kalo yg original…kalo mo diturunin harganya jg mo mpe brp? Ga ada jalan laen…dilemma beneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer……
Mikir2 beginian..emang bikin capek..never ending problem gitu kesannya...tapi...tetep aja....mo diperbaiki jg butuh waktu lama…susah deh! Butuh org2 yg cooperative jg…harus dari atas yg nunjukin itikad utk berubah n make a better Indonesia, right?
so…guys…just be good and do the best for your life…but..don’t forget others who need your help, too….We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee.
Udah ah kyk politikus aja g …sori yach..suka kebawa 'suasana emosi' tea....tapi..pertanyaannya?? kalo bukan kita yg mulai mikir...sapa lage????
masih ngantuk...masih capek.....masih ga pgn kerja lagee......biasa..I don't like Monday syndrome =)
eniwei….how was your valentine,guys? hope it was nice...
mine? quite nice ;) wlp pake acara antri2 dulu...but...ok lah hehehehe....n yg ada di sana asli cuma ngeliatin orang2 yg sibuk ngantri :) dasar bgt kan…and that’s how my valentine’s day gone…roses, chocolate, cookies? Ckckckck…what a day....
Kemaren…g seharian ngubek2 nyari dvd..n finally dapet..senengnya…nambah deh koleksi g…n asli that was my 1st time ke sono…gile…bener2 deh…wlp pada dasarnya g ga setuju ama piracy..tp kemaren? Gile deh…brg2 pirated semua yg ada. Pdhl jelas2 udah ada pamphlet, n spanduk ga boleh jual barang2 begituan..tetep wae..orang2 udah ga peduli n malah persis di dpnnya gitu jualan coba...…gile..mpe g mikir..ini udah ekstrim beraaaaaaaaaaaat……n lucunya..(beginilah Indonesia hiks!!!), malah petugas keamanan n polisi nya jg lagi milih2 di sono.. (katanya mereka petugas hukum yg mo memberantas, y ga??) bener2 ancur kan?…duhh….mo diapain ne negara?
Kalo mo dipikir2…emang kondisi negara kita yg bikin mereka jd gini..especially after the krisis ekonomi...taelaaaaaaaaaa...mereka?? mo makan aja susah…jd ya ga ada cara laen lagi selaen jualan beginian..yg notabene laku n nguntungin semua…baek dari supplier, distributor, penjual mpe konsumennya…abis kalo mo beli yg original ga bisa dunk? Not affordable buat masyarakat kita..abis harganya jg ga mikir sih kalo yg original…kalo mo diturunin harganya jg mo mpe brp? Ga ada jalan laen…dilemma beneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer……
Mikir2 beginian..emang bikin capek..never ending problem gitu kesannya...tapi...tetep aja....mo diperbaiki jg butuh waktu lama…susah deh! Butuh org2 yg cooperative jg…harus dari atas yg nunjukin itikad utk berubah n make a better Indonesia, right?
so…guys…just be good and do the best for your life…but..don’t forget others who need your help, too….We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee.
Udah ah kyk politikus aja g …sori yach..suka kebawa 'suasana emosi' tea....tapi..pertanyaannya?? kalo bukan kita yg mulai mikir...sapa lage????
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Semalem...g ngobrol ama salah satu orang yg udah g kenal cukup lama...n suddenly, he came up ama satu statement yg ga pernah g pikir sebelumnya...lucu tp ga tau bener ato ga nya...
gile...waktu diomongin gitu..g langsung berasa..wah kok g begitu? emang bener? masa seh? biasa lah namanya orang emang suka self-defence...ya ga?
abis itu..yg ada g mikir...wah...kok g ga pernah tau sblmnya kalo g gitu..yaaaaa ga semuanya seh g ga tau cuma ada bbrp yg g pikir..itu wajar2 aja tp mnrt orang laen itu ga wajar...so? yg mana ne yg bener? ato jangan2 g udah ga ngenalin diri ndiri yach?
terus...ada yg bilang...kata hati nurani ga selamanya bener, kadang malah cenderung menyesatkan.......tp ada jg yg bilang...kata hati nurani itulah yg paling bener...wah...jd suatu hal yg paradoks bgt dunk?
today is....feb 14....most of us know about today...yep...it's valentine's day..or (you can say) everything about love day..emang valentine identik ama cinta, amor, cupid, couple...wlp ga mesti ama pasangan lawan jenis, ya ga?
Valentine kali ini mungkin ga beda ama hari2 biasanya...it's like another day in mylife =)...kalo dulu mungkin hepi bgt kalo udah valentine...semua disiapin...serba pinky...love meluluuuuu (kalo kata MTV getar cinta) ....skrg sih? as time goes by and as age goes older ceileeeeeeeeee.....that's already put back from my priority.....
eniwei...............
Happy Val's day....
EVEN TO THOSE WHO DON"T BELIEVE IN VALENTINE'S DAY =)
it's just another ordinary day to talk and share about love, right?
celebrate and show your love to everyone you love...
"Give what you have. To someone, it may be better than you dare to think."
gile...waktu diomongin gitu..g langsung berasa..wah kok g begitu? emang bener? masa seh? biasa lah namanya orang emang suka self-defence...ya ga?
abis itu..yg ada g mikir...wah...kok g ga pernah tau sblmnya kalo g gitu..yaaaaa ga semuanya seh g ga tau cuma ada bbrp yg g pikir..itu wajar2 aja tp mnrt orang laen itu ga wajar...so? yg mana ne yg bener? ato jangan2 g udah ga ngenalin diri ndiri yach?
terus...ada yg bilang...kata hati nurani ga selamanya bener, kadang malah cenderung menyesatkan.......tp ada jg yg bilang...kata hati nurani itulah yg paling bener...wah...jd suatu hal yg paradoks bgt dunk?
today is....feb 14....most of us know about today...yep...it's valentine's day..or (you can say) everything about love day..emang valentine identik ama cinta, amor, cupid, couple...wlp ga mesti ama pasangan lawan jenis, ya ga?
Valentine kali ini mungkin ga beda ama hari2 biasanya...it's like another day in mylife =)...kalo dulu mungkin hepi bgt kalo udah valentine...semua disiapin...serba pinky...love meluluuuuu (kalo kata MTV getar cinta) ....skrg sih? as time goes by and as age goes older ceileeeeeeeeee.....that's already put back from my priority.....
eniwei...............
Happy Val's day....
EVEN TO THOSE WHO DON"T BELIEVE IN VALENTINE'S DAY =)
it's just another ordinary day to talk and share about love, right?
celebrate and show your love to everyone you love...
"Give what you have. To someone, it may be better than you dare to think."
Friday, February 13, 2004
hi...it's raining whole day..jd males mo ngapa2in...biasa deh bawaan ujan n mendung :(
hmmm.........kind a sleepy..........soale kalo ujan bukannya enak buat tidur?
aneh kan? i couldn't sleep last nite..weird huh? i have sleeping trouble actually...makanya ga enak kadang kalo udah pgn tidur tp ga bisa...
guess what? i got a hmm...dunno whether it's good or bad news... the one who's supposed to go on wednesday, suddenly canceled the flight...wah! makin binun kan? soale jd ga tau mo happy ato malah makin sedih deh...
emang manusia tuh suka aneh2..kalo ga aneh2 bukan manusia dunk? y ga?
manusia dan hidup..emang ga bisa dipisahin...tp ga bisa jg untuk ditebak..manusia....dikasih sesuatu yg bagus...ehhh nolak...ga dikasih apa2?? waaaaaaaaaah...protes...dikasih dikit? minta lagi...aneh deh! it ain't easy being human, right? so...make up ur mind, gal!
A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...
So...
Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...
The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War
hmmm.........kind a sleepy..........soale kalo ujan bukannya enak buat tidur?
aneh kan? i couldn't sleep last nite..weird huh? i have sleeping trouble actually...makanya ga enak kadang kalo udah pgn tidur tp ga bisa...
guess what? i got a hmm...dunno whether it's good or bad news... the one who's supposed to go on wednesday, suddenly canceled the flight...wah! makin binun kan? soale jd ga tau mo happy ato malah makin sedih deh...
emang manusia tuh suka aneh2..kalo ga aneh2 bukan manusia dunk? y ga?
manusia dan hidup..emang ga bisa dipisahin...tp ga bisa jg untuk ditebak..manusia....dikasih sesuatu yg bagus...ehhh nolak...ga dikasih apa2?? waaaaaaaaaah...protes...dikasih dikit? minta lagi...aneh deh! it ain't easy being human, right? so...make up ur mind, gal!
A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...
So...
Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...
The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Farewell….
Kalo denger kata itu..apa yg terbayang coba?
1.yg pasti tuh perpisahan kan? Ya iyalah soale artinya aja udah perpisahan..
2.pesta…abis farewell diidentikkan ama pesta sblm pisah…tragis sih yach, mo pisah kok pesta =)
tapi...g paling ga suka ama yg namanya perpisahan...apalagi kalo pisah ama orang2 yg deket ama kita...baik itu ortu, sodara, keluarga, sobat, pacar, ato musuh sekalipun. Soalnya, kalo deket kita ga pernah ngebayangin pisah, sekalinya jauh baru kerasa kalo 'something missing' tul ga?
hari ini salah satu org yg special bgt buat g pegih..n sedihnya, g ga tau kapan bisa ketemu lagi.
semalem sempet g denger lagu 'leaving on a jet plane'nya John Denver di radio...gile pas bgt ga seh?
ternyata mirip bgt ama cerita g =)....wah jd makin blur deh hari ini, eniwei...ga selamanya kan yg pegi itu ga kembali lagi? cuma kita ga tau aja keadaan nya tar gimana...hopefully it's better than now =)
" All my bags are packed
I’m ready to go
I’m standin’ here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin’
It’s early morn
The taxi’s waitin’
He’s blowin’ his horn
Already I’m so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go
'cause I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
Don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There’s so many times I’ve let you down
So many times I’ve played around
I tell you now, they don’t mean a thing
Ev’ry place I go, I’ll think of you
Ev’ry song I sing, I’ll sing for you
When I come back, I’ll bring your wedding ring
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
I’ll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won’t have to leave alone
About the times, I won’t have to say
But, I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
Don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
sedih yach...tp kata orang seh...perpisahan itu awal dari pertemuan..bener ato gak nya? who knows? i'll c u when i c u....
for the one who's leaving today...thanks for everything....hope time will make a better us and take care...
Kalo denger kata itu..apa yg terbayang coba?
1.yg pasti tuh perpisahan kan? Ya iyalah soale artinya aja udah perpisahan..
2.pesta…abis farewell diidentikkan ama pesta sblm pisah…tragis sih yach, mo pisah kok pesta =)
tapi...g paling ga suka ama yg namanya perpisahan...apalagi kalo pisah ama orang2 yg deket ama kita...baik itu ortu, sodara, keluarga, sobat, pacar, ato musuh sekalipun. Soalnya, kalo deket kita ga pernah ngebayangin pisah, sekalinya jauh baru kerasa kalo 'something missing' tul ga?
hari ini salah satu org yg special bgt buat g pegih..n sedihnya, g ga tau kapan bisa ketemu lagi.
semalem sempet g denger lagu 'leaving on a jet plane'nya John Denver di radio...gile pas bgt ga seh?
ternyata mirip bgt ama cerita g =)....wah jd makin blur deh hari ini, eniwei...ga selamanya kan yg pegi itu ga kembali lagi? cuma kita ga tau aja keadaan nya tar gimana...hopefully it's better than now =)
" All my bags are packed
I’m ready to go
I’m standin’ here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin’
It’s early morn
The taxi’s waitin’
He’s blowin’ his horn
Already I’m so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go
'cause I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
Don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There’s so many times I’ve let you down
So many times I’ve played around
I tell you now, they don’t mean a thing
Ev’ry place I go, I’ll think of you
Ev’ry song I sing, I’ll sing for you
When I come back, I’ll bring your wedding ring
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
I’ll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won’t have to leave alone
About the times, I won’t have to say
But, I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
Don’t know when I’ll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
sedih yach...tp kata orang seh...perpisahan itu awal dari pertemuan..bener ato gak nya? who knows? i'll c u when i c u....
for the one who's leaving today...thanks for everything....hope time will make a better us and take care...
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
blue...
hari ini....g ngerasa blue bgt...ga ngerti deh napa...semaleman ga bisa tidur...tanpa tau napa itu...pokoknya...what a nite deh semalem...mungkin udah saatnya g berubah..selama ini g ngerasa kalo g tuh ga ada apa2nya..idup ga ada artinya..kelam..mendung...aach!!!
tiba", g jadi takut ndiri, takut gagal, takut coba, takut semuanya....dark cloud surrounds me...serem ga seh? makanya kudu bisa misahin tuh pikirin aneh ndiri n pikiran yg realistis...wlp kadang susah nya bgt bgt bgt..
kalo udah gini...g suka bgt baca..merenung...n jeleknya neh :( end upnya g malah nangis deh hahahha...tulul emang yach. n g paling suka denger lagunya Sarah Mclahlan yg angels...gile ...makin berasa deh blue-ku....
ada quote yg bikin g makin 'blue' jg hahaha...
Love
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you,
be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him,
feel honored that love came and called at your door,
but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.
How you deal with love is how you deal with you,
and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys,
even if our life and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you,
and the love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into our life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,
then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in any way you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong.
Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a
need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love,
and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing,
but as their love cool,
they revert to seeing their love as need,
they cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason
for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it,
or reason it into saying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives
and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart
or from the heart of your lover,
there is nothing you can do and there is nothing
you should do.
Love has always been, and will always be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment, in your life.
If you keep your heart open, it will come again ...
makanya...skrg g mesti bener2 tau apa itu hidup...banyak yg blm g kerjain tp byk jg yg g keilangan..ah...kalo gitu...maunya apa sih g? =) emang hidup itu misteri yg akan terus kita cari mpe kapanpun...n itu kyk adventure yg terus kita treasure in our lifetime..tul ga?
hari ini....g ngerasa blue bgt...ga ngerti deh napa...semaleman ga bisa tidur...tanpa tau napa itu...pokoknya...what a nite deh semalem...mungkin udah saatnya g berubah..selama ini g ngerasa kalo g tuh ga ada apa2nya..idup ga ada artinya..kelam..mendung...aach!!!
tiba", g jadi takut ndiri, takut gagal, takut coba, takut semuanya....dark cloud surrounds me...serem ga seh? makanya kudu bisa misahin tuh pikirin aneh ndiri n pikiran yg realistis...wlp kadang susah nya bgt bgt bgt..
kalo udah gini...g suka bgt baca..merenung...n jeleknya neh :( end upnya g malah nangis deh hahahha...tulul emang yach. n g paling suka denger lagunya Sarah Mclahlan yg angels...gile ...makin berasa deh blue-ku....
ada quote yg bikin g makin 'blue' jg hahaha...
Love
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you,
be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him,
feel honored that love came and called at your door,
but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.
How you deal with love is how you deal with you,
and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys,
even if our life and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you,
and the love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into our life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,
then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in any way you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong.
Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a
need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love,
and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing,
but as their love cool,
they revert to seeing their love as need,
they cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason
for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it,
or reason it into saying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives
and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart
or from the heart of your lover,
there is nothing you can do and there is nothing
you should do.
Love has always been, and will always be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment, in your life.
If you keep your heart open, it will come again ...
makanya...skrg g mesti bener2 tau apa itu hidup...banyak yg blm g kerjain tp byk jg yg g keilangan..ah...kalo gitu...maunya apa sih g? =) emang hidup itu misteri yg akan terus kita cari mpe kapanpun...n itu kyk adventure yg terus kita treasure in our lifetime..tul ga?