Hot Xmas..

xmas is just around the corner...i start to have this phobia...
damn..i hate end of year.. i hate the beginning of the year, too
i hate december n january...it's always freaking me out for the past few years..
besides...it's my first xmas in this hot summer xmas...

xmas where the gum trees grow...
there is no frost and there is no snow
xmas in australia is hot...
cold and frosty is what it's not
when the bloom of the jacaranda tree is here
xmas time is near....

while in my mind...xmas is something to do with snow, xmas tree, white xmas, cold weather, thick clothes, gifts, hugs, mistletoe, kisses and hmm xmas carol everywhere...

geez..all i want for xmas is going home...at least i have some comfort to kill this freaking moment away...